in the game, the status effect of dispiriting makes your character look lifeless and gloomy. the afflicted character cannot accumulate spirit points and needs to
it is terrifying trying to do something that really means a lot to you. i understand it now, there has to be some sort of risk or gamble or sacrifice.
i’m still working away.
i see all of you out there in the dark. important people in my life who are being really brave right now. i see you and i want to try to emulate your audacity. sometimes, i think my greatest depression in life is that i never tried to be an artist. i think it breaks little bemusea’s heart. so, my heart is about to burst, but i think it’s the right thing to do. i want to unlease and let go and see what i can come up with and finally give it a serious try. maybe now i have the right resources, but more so, the right people in my life. some last minute changes, but i think this is a seed i plant now and i keep nurturing in 2025. right, that’s the year to come. so, can i make a wish? deep yoga breathing.
i wish to create to my heart's content,
my creativity's extent,
and my spirituality's ascent
sometimes it doesn’t come out in prose. i can’t be picky about how inspiration comes my way. i have to use all the creative tools that i know to learn some cool details so that i can study them in my creation. so, that’s what my challenge. anodea judith said in her book something about being consistent long enough until your manifestation can . . . well . . . manifest itself. so, cheers to a number of day ones as i start and restart and continue down this very scary and unique path. i just don’t see anyone else here right now.
to start, i’m going to put together a power point that can help me shape up a skeleton around this beast of a project. i’m just going to try my best to journal every day and if i can create something from my wellness, well, that’s quite a glimmer.
گلپری هل floral fairies, plural here’s one of the earliest ones: i’m quite happy with this little shiny thing! it’s a level up moment ✨
from journaling, i’ve come to realize something about myself. i fall into what i like to call episodes, periods of intense emotional dysregulation that leave
i was in the kitchen today making jam (oh yeah, one batch of raspberry jam and another of strawberry) and i thought of a family
predecessor to Shana and Miranda, Shirley is one of Rose’s comrades from the Dragon Campaign. when everyone else fell at the battle of Kadessa, Shirley
predecessor to both Lenus & Meru, here is Damia, the first blue sea dragoon and fatality during the epic battle in Kadessa. she’s a young
i have been waiting all my life to draw these two beauties! it was exciting as a young girl to reach disc 2 in legend
as part of the gowns of endiness collection, enjoy the bridesmaid dresses of donau. who will catch kate’s bridal bouquet?
